John Cena On His Split From Nikki Bella: ‘I Had My Heart Broken Out Of Nowhere’ | TODAY

John Cena On His Split From Nikki Bella: ‘I Had My Heart Broken Out Of Nowhere’ | TODAY
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    >> LIKE SOMEONE IS WAITING IN THE WINGS.
    THE WINGS. >> YOURE NEVER BRUISED UNLESS
    >> YOURE NEVER BRUISED UNLESS
    YOU HIDE IT WELL.
    YOU HIDE IT WELL.
    >> CRYING MEN HIDE IT ON THE INSIDE.NG MEN HIDE IT ON THE
    INSIDE.
    >> YOU REVEALED A LOT TO US OVER
    >> YOU REVEALED A LOT TO US OVER
    THE YEARS, AND ESPECIALLY YOU TALKED ABOUT YOUR WONDERFULOU
    TALKED ABOUT YOUR WONDERFUL ROMANCE WITH NIKKI AND YOU
    ROMANCE WITH NIKKI AND YOU TALKED ABOUT YOUR PROPOSAL AND
    TALKED ABOUT YOUR PROPOSAL AND YOU TALKED ABOUT YOUR WEDDING
    YOU TALKED ABOUT YOUR WEDDING DATE, WHICH A LOT OF PEOPLE WERE
    DATE, WHICH A LOT OF PEOPLE WERE KIND OF SAD TO SEE COME AND
    KIND OF SAD TO SEE COME AND GO --
    GO --
    >> I WAS ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE. >> THAT WAS A TOUGH -- HOW ARE
    >> THAT WAS A TOUGH -- HOW ARE YOU DOING?
    YOU DOING? >> ITS UP AND ITS DOWN.
    >> ITS UP AND ITS DOWN. I MEAN, IVE ALWAYS BEEN HONEST
    I MEAN, IVE ALWAYS BEEN HONEST WITH YOU GUYS.
    WITH YOU GUYS. I ALSO DONT WANT TO RUIN THE
    I ALSO DONT WANT TO RUIN THE VIEWERS MORNING BY GIVING A
    VIEWERS MORNING BY GIVING A BOWL OF SADNESS SOUP.
    BOWL OF SADNESS SOUP.
    >> OR CEREAL. SADNESS CEREAL.
    SADNESS CEREAL. >> ITS BEEN INCREDIBLY
    >> ITS BEEN INCREDIBLY REFLECTIVE, WHICH IS AMAZING.
    REFLECTIVE, WHICH IS AMAZING. ITS VERY DIFFICULT.
    ITS VERY DIFFICULT.
    I HAD MY HEARTBROKEN OUT OF NOWHERE. HEARTBROKEN OUT OF
    NOWHERE.
    OR FOR ME IT WAS OUT OF NOWHERE. ANYONE WHO HAS EXPERIENCED THAT.
    ANYONE WHO HAS EXPERIENCED THAT KNOWS THAT IT COMES WITH A
    KNOWS THAT IT COMES WITH A SERIES OF BAD FEELINGS.
    SERIES OF BAD FEELINGS. BUT IVE LOOKED AT MYSELF EVERY
    BUT IVE LOOKED AT MYSELF EVERY DAY, AND IM TRYING TO EVALUATE
    DAY, AND IM TRYING TO EVALUATE MYSELF AND THE WOMAN THAT I
    MYSELF AND THE WOMAN THAT I LOVE, AND FOR ANYONE OUT THERE
    LOVE, AND FOR ANYONE OUT THERE
    SPECULATING ON, LIKE, WHAT IM DOING WITH MY LIFE NOW, I STILL
    DOING WITH MY LIFE NOW, I STILL LOVE NICOLE, I STILL WOULD LOVE
    LOVE NICOLE, I STILL WOULD LOVE TO MARRY NICOLE, I STILL WOULD
    TO MARRY NICOLE, I STILL WOULD LOVE TO HAVE A FAMILY WITH
    LOVE TO HAVE A FAMILY WITH
    NICOLE.
    NICOLE.
    THERE WAS AN UNFORTUNATE SET OF CIRCUMSTANCES WHERE OURE SET OF
    CIRCUMSTANCES WHERE OUR RELATIONSHIP ENDED.
    RELATIONSHIP ENDED. THERES BEEN A LOT OF
    THERES BEEN A LOT OF SPECULATION RECENTLY ABOUT ME
    SPECULATION RECENTLY ABOUT ME BEING SEEN IN PUBLIC, AND
    BEING SEEN IN PUBLIC, AND EVERYONE IS THINKING, OH, JOHN
    EVERYONE IS THINKING, OH, JOHN CENA IS ENJOYING THE SINGLE
    CENA IS ENJOYING THE SINGLE LIFE.
    LIFE.
    NO.
    NO.
    I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MARRIED AND HAVE A HONEYMOON OVER THESE TWOD
    HAVE A HONEYMOON OVER THESE TWO WEEKS.
    WEEKS.
    ITS THE FIRST TIME IN 15 YEARS IVE TAKEN A VACATION. 15 YEARS
    IVE TAKEN A VACATION. I AM IN MY HOUSE ALONE
    I AM IN MY HOUSE ALONE SURROUNDED BY THESE EMOTIONALLY
    SURROUNDED BY THESE EMOTIONALLY STRONG MEMORIES, AND EVERY DAY
    STRONG MEMORIES, AND EVERY DAY FROM 6:00 TO 9:00, I GET OUT OF
    FROM 6:00 TO 9:00, I GET OUT OF THE HOUSE AND TALK TO STRANGERS
    THE HOUSE AND TALK TO STRANGERS AS SOCIAL INTERACTION.
    AS SOCIAL INTERACTION. SO THERE ARE A LOT OF PICTURES
    SO THERE ARE A LOT OF PICTURES OF ME LIKE, HEY, IM HERE WITH
    OF ME LIKE, HEY, IM HERE WITH THIS PERSON, OR THIS PERSON.
    THIS PERSON, OR THIS PERSON. >> ITS CALLED LIVING YOUR LIFE.
    >> ITS CALLED LIVING YOUR LIFE. YOU CANT STOP DOING THAT.
    YOU CANT STOP DOING THAT. >> I DONT LOVE ANYONE ELSE.
    >> I DONT LOVE ANYONE ELSE. I LOVE NICOLE.
    I LOVE NICOLE. AND IM TRYING TO SUPPORT HER IN
    AND IM TRYING TO SUPPORT HER IN TRYING TO FIND WHAT SHE WANTS
    TRYING TO FIND WHAT SHE WANTS WHICH MADE THIS FALL APART IN
    WHICH MADE THIS FALL APART IN THE FIRST PLACE.
    THE FIRST PLACE. IN DOING SO, IM ALSO TRYING TO
    IN DOING SO, IM ALSO TRYING TO LIVE.
    LIVE.
    I DONT HAVE ANY OTHER HOPES OTHER THAN MAYBE ONE DAY THAT WE
    OTHER THAN MAYBE ONE DAY THAT WE CAN WORK IT OUT.
    CAN WORK IT OUT. >> YOU SAID SOMETHING
    >> YOU SAID SOMETHING INTERESTING IN THERE.
    INTERESTING IN THERE. YOU SAID I LOVE HER AND I STILL
    YOU SAID I LOVE HER AND I STILL WANT A FAMILY WITH HER.
    WANT A FAMILY WITH HER. I REMEMBER YOU COMING ON EARLIER
    I REMEMBER YOU COMING ON EARLIER TALKING ABOUT STICKING POINTS,
    TALKING ABOUT STICKING POINTS, AND EVERY RELATIONSHIP HAS THEM.
    AND EVERY RELATIONSHIP HAS THEM. SCARY THINGS.
    SCARY THINGS. BUT YOU KIND OF TURNED THE BEAT
    BUT YOU KIND OF TURNED THE BEAT AROUND ON THAT ONE.
    AROUND ON THAT ONE. >> WELL, AND THIS IS WHY.
    >> WELL, AND THIS IS WHY. ITS SO DIFFICULT BECAUSE THIS
    ITS SO DIFFICULT BECAUSE THIS IS ALL KIND OF PART OF -- SHELL
    IS ALL KIND OF PART OF -- SHELL TALK TO YOU GUYS ON WEDNESDAY,
    TALK TO YOU GUYS ON WEDNESDAY, AND I DONT WANT TO SAY THINGS
    AND I DONT WANT TO SAY THINGS SHES GOING TO SAY BECAUSE I
    SHES GOING TO SAY BECAUSE I DONT KNOW THE IMPORTANCE OF
    DONT KNOW THE IMPORTANCE OF THAT, BUT OVER THE FIVE YEARS OF
    THAT, BUT OVER THE FIVE YEARS OF OUR RELATIONSHIP, OR THE SIX
    OUR RELATIONSHIP, OR THE SIX YEARS OF OUR RELATIONSHIP, IF
    YEARS OF OUR RELATIONSHIP, IF YOU LOOK AT ME FIVE YEARS AGO,
    YOU LOOK AT ME FIVE YEARS AGO, STUBBORN, SELFISH, SELF-FOCUSED.
    STUBBORN, SELFISH, SELF-FOCUSED. LIFE HAD ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT ME.
    LIFE HAD ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT ME. AND THEN SLOWLY OVER TIME, THIS
    AND THEN SLOWLY OVER TIME, THIS WOMAN WALTZES IN AND JUST STEALS
    WOMAN WALTZES IN AND JUST STEALS MY HEART.
    MY HEART.
    WHETHER I WANT TO REALIZE IT OR NOT, SHE BECOMES MY NUMBER ONE.
    NOT, SHE BECOMES MY NUMBER ONE. SO IM WILLING TO GO BACK ON ALL
    SO IM WILLING TO GO BACK ON ALL OF THESE THINGS THAT I SAY, AND
    OF THESE THINGS THAT I SAY, AND A LOT OF THEM I WOULD HANG ONTO
    A LOT OF THEM I WOULD HANG ONTO JUST OUT OF STUBBORNNESS.
    JUST OUT OF STUBBORNNESS. "I WONT HAVE KIDS."
    "I WONT HAVE KIDS." AND IT TOOK A STRONG LOOK IN THE
    AND IT TOOK A STRONG LOOK IN THE MIRROR TO SAY, WHY?
    MIRROR TO SAY, WHY? THIS PERSON IS NUMBER ONE AND
    THIS PERSON IS NUMBER ONE AND ITS SOMETHING VERY VALUABLE TO
    ITS SOMETHING VERY VALUABLE TO HER.
    HER.
    OF COURSE WE CAN DO THIS AND I THINK IT WILL BE WONDERFUL.D I
    THINK IT WILL BE WONDERFUL. GRANTED, IM A HORRIBLE
    GRANTED, IM A HORRIBLE COMMUNICATOR WHEN IT COMES TO
    COMMUNICATOR WHEN IT COMES TO THAT.
    THAT.
    I SAY THE WRONG THING.
    I SAY THE WRONG THING.
    I THINK GUYS CAN RELATE TO THAT
    I THINK GUYS CAN RELATE TO THAT
    AND MAYBE WE TALK ABOUT THAT
    AND MAYBE WE TALK ABOUT THAT
    LATER WHEN WE TALK TO THE GUYS.
    LATER WHEN WE TALK TO THE GUYS.
    ALL OF THAT SWITCHED.
    ALL OF THAT SWITCHED.
    SHES MY NUMBER ONE AND I JUST
    SHES MY NUMBER ONE AND I JUST
    WANT TO MAKE HER HAPPY. >> I HOPE ITS GOING TO WORK
    >> I HOPE ITS GOING TO WORK OUT.
    OUT.
    DONT YOU, HODA? >> RIGHT NOW SHES HAPPY.
    >> RIGHT NOW SHES HAPPY. YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT TAKING
    YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT TAKING ONE FOR THE TEAM AND REALLY
    ONE FOR THE TEAM AND REALLY SUCKING TUP, SHESUCK
    SUCKING TUP, SHESUCK ING IT UP, SHE, I GUESS, NEEDED
    ING IT UP, SHE, I GUESS, NEEDED TO FIND WHAT SHES LOOKING FOR,
    TO FIND WHAT SHES LOOKING FOR, AND ESPECIALLY SO CLOSE TO THAT
    AND ESPECIALLY SO CLOSE TO THAT MOMENT OF "I DO," SHE NEEDS TO
    MOMENT OF "I DO," SHE NEEDS TO BE HAPPY.
    BE HAPPY. >> YOU KNOW WHATS FUNNY?
    >> YOU KNOW WHATS FUNNY? JOHN JUST SAID HES NOT A GOOD
    JOHN JUST SAID HES NOT A GOOD COMMUNICATOR.
    COMMUNICATOR.
    THERES NO BETTER COMMUNICATOR.
    THERES NO BETTER COMMUNICATOR.
    >> THIS IS THE HANDY I SHOOT
    >> THIS IS THE HANDY I SHOOT
    WITH.
    WITH.
    >> DO YOU GUYS STILL TALK?
    >> DO YOU GUYS STILL TALK?
    >> WE DO.
    >> WE DO.
    ITS DIFFICULT BECAUSE I WANT
    ITS DIFFICULT BECAUSE I WANT
    HER TO BE ABLE TO CHASE WHAT
    HER TO BE ABLE TO CHASE WHAT
    SHES LOOKING FOR AND I FEEL IF
    SHES LOOKING FOR AND I FEEL IF
    IM THERE, I MAY BE ENABLING THE SITUATION.I MAY BE ENABLING THE
    SITUATION.
    ITS ALL MESSED UP, GUYS. ITS A RELATIONSHIP.GUYS.
    ITS A RELATIONSHIP. ITS ALL MESSED UP.
    ITS ALL MESSED UP. THE POINT IS FOR ANYONE OUT
    THE POINT IS FOR ANYONE OUT THERE SPECULATING WHATS GOING
    THERE SPECULATING WHATS GOING ON, I LOVE HER, I WANT TO BE
    ON, I LOVE HER, I WANT TO BE WITH HER, I WANT TO MAKE HER MY
    WITH HER, I WANT TO MAKE HER MY WIFE, I WANT TO BE THE FATHER OF
    WIFE, I WANT TO BE THE FATHER OF OUR CHILDREN.
    OUR CHILDREN. I JUST WANT US TO WORK, AND
    I JUST WANT US TO WORK, AND THATS IS TO JUST FROM HERE.
    THATS IS TO JUST FROM HERE. ALL THAT OTHER STUFF YOU SEE IS
    ALL THAT OTHER STUFF YOU SEE IS B.S.
    B.S.
    IM JUST TRYING TO LIVE LIFE
    IM JUST TRYING TO LIVE LIFE
    WITHOUT HER ON A VERY EMOTIONAL
    WITHOUT HER ON A VERY EMOTIONAL
    SET OF TIME WHICH HAS BEEN VERY
    SET OF TIME WHICH HAS BEEN VERY
    DIFFICULT.
    DIFFICULT.
    BUT WERE HERE.
    BUT WERE HERE.
    WERE HERE.
    WERE HERE.
    >> WERE HERE.
    >> WERE HERE.
    >> WERE HERE.
    >> WERE HERE.
    >> WERE IN THE PRESENT.
    >> WERE IN THE PRESENT.
    WERE IN THE NOW.
    WERE IN THE NOW.
    >> THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO DO,
    >> THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO DO,
    BECAUSE IF YOURE WATCHING,
    BECAUSE IF YOURE WATCHING,
    GOING LIKE THIS OR WATCHING
    GOING LIKE THIS OR WATCHING
    SHAKING YOUR FIST, I THINK THE
    SHAKING YOUR FIST, I THINK THE
    GREATEST TAKEAWAY FROM ALL OF
    GREATEST TAKEAWAY FROM ALL OF
    THIS, I REALLY DO, I KNOW FOR A
    THIS, I REALLY DO, I KNOW FOR A
    FACT THAT I WAS IN LOVE.
    FACT THAT I WAS IN LOVE.
    IVE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE BEFORE,
    IVE NEVER BEEN IN LOVE BEFORE,
    AND IM TELLING YOU OUT THERE ITS REAL, ITS HORRIBLE, ITSE
    ITS REAL, ITS HORRIBLE, ITS BEAUTIFUL, AND I HURT SO MUCH
    BEAUTIFUL, AND I HURT SO MUCH BECAUSE I KNOW IT WAS THERE AND
    BECAUSE I KNOW IT WAS THERE AND IT WAS REAL, AND EVERY DAY I
    IT WAS REAL, AND EVERY DAY I TAKE THAT AND I HAVE THAT.
    TAKE THAT AND I HAVE THAT. AND IF I NEVER HAVE ANOTHER DAY
    AND IF I NEVER HAVE ANOTHER DAY WITH NICOLE, I WILL TAKE SIX
    WITH NICOLE, I WILL TAKE SIX YEARS WITH NICOLE OVER FIVE
    YEARS WITH NICOLE OVER FIVE YEARS AND 364 DAYS ANY DAY OF
    YEARS AND 364 DAYS ANY DAY OF THE WEEK.
    THE WEEK.
    I AM SO GRATEFUL, AND IF SHES
    I AM SO GRATEFUL, AND IF SHES
    WATCHING, IM GRATEFUL FOR BEING
    WATCHING, IM GRATEFUL FOR BEING
    ABLE TO STAND BY YOUR SIDE FOR
    ABLE TO STAND BY YOUR SIDE FOR
    SIX YEARS. THATS WHAT SHOULD MAKE YOU
    THATS WHAT SHOULD MAKE YOU SMILE.
    SMILE.
    WERE GOOD.
    WERE GOOD.
    >> WE NEED SOME KLEENEX, GUYS. >> NEVER MIND.E KLEENEX, GUYS.
    >> NEVER MIND. THEYRE OVER THERE CRYING.
    THEYRE OVER THERE CRYING. >> NOW LETS MOVE ON TO SOME FUN
    >> NOW LETS MOVE ON TO SOME FUN STUFF.
    STUFF.
    LETS DO THIS. >> WE LOVE YOU.
    >> WE LOVE YOU. >> YOU GUYS, SOCIAL INTERACTION
    >> YOU GUYS, SOCIAL INTERACTION IS IMPORTANT FOR ME, AND YOU
    IS IMPORTANT FOR ME, AND YOU GUYS TREAT ME LIKE FAMILY, YOU
    GUYS TREAT ME LIKE FAMILY, YOU MAKE ME FEEL IMPORTANT.
    MAKE ME FEEL IMPORTANT. >> YOU ARE.
    >> YOU ARE. >> I TALK ABOUT MYSELF WAY TOO
    >> I TALK ABOUT MYSELF WAY TOO MUCH IN THIS SHOW BECAUSE IT
    MUCH IN THIS SHOW BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD.
    MAKES ME FEEL GOOD. HERE WE ARE.
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